I have to apologise for my lack of posts lately. I am at a bit of a road block and feel like even though there is lots going on I have nothing positive to share, so am sitting out my time until the inspiration starts flowing again.
I miss my blog. I miss my free flowing thoughts. I miss my mum.
I think that is the hardest thing at the moment. It all just keeps coming back to how much I would kill to have my mentally able mum back, instead of this shadow we now call mum.
I need to push through and accept the way it is, and be thankful for what moments we have left.
I will get there I promise, and until I do please bare with me and my random blogs and most likely the crazy photo's to help fill the void.