I think the worst thing about loosing someone is the fact that life continues to go on around you as if nothing ever happened.
Everything "should" be going back to normal this week. Return to work, school and everyday life. Yet I am not ready nor in fact will EVER be able to go back to the way life was. I guess in time I will adjust to this new life. I just wish it would slow down a bit and let me catch my breath first.
Life waits for no-one though worst luck and I just gotta jump straight back in and ride the waves for a while until I can find my new safe niche and create a life without my mum in it.
I just hope I don't alienate too many people as I go...
How do you cope when life throws a curve ball your way?